tears of anger,grief and remorse

..

2010-05-29T00:59:00.003+08:00

is it wrong to care for a fren?
ppl worry u fall off,u know what u just did?
u just risk your life for nth
ya and u dont even know it
look i know maybe u just wanted to try
but did u thought of he consequences?
when u did tt,did u think of ppl around u?
look i can try to hlp u,
but u need to hlp urself

and

i love you

..

2010-05-26T23:05:00.001+08:00

dunno why i like you
but srsly very touched
somehow i get jealous when i see something with u
yep,so hot,or should i say restless
all the weird things coming to mind

song 2

2010-04-09T23:23:00.004+08:00

fire,fire,what is fire?

Part 1: Tuba,Horn,Euphonium

a man carried a woman and walk across the mountain,a little child walk beside him in a hurry..
revenge was what that man thought,and so he thought. They walk endlessly as the weather beat down on them.finally they came to a village,revenge,revenge! The man thought angrily as he lose at his wife,the film starts with the opening credits by the Tuba, the summary of the film, the Horn and The euphonium, the fire,the rage..

Part 2: 1st trumpet solo

the man and the child leave happily in the little village,the child played wiith the other villagers and the man worked hard. Life was simple and fun, everyone was happy and 'light''

Part 3 : Saxophone, flute and clarinet

The man lay on his bed, tired yet unable to sleep. he thought about his wife, the happy times they had shared...

is this good? Could i forgive and forget? He thought silently and imagined himself in heaven..

i rose up,high into the sky
i saw you and i need you
i need you very much
cant you come,
back to me?

his child flew around his head,holding a little wand,smiling in triumph

he woke up,is this the truth?is this his fate?what could he do?

Part 4: trumpet solo 2

The man left the village with his child and went to an abandoned amusement park
he imagined his wife there,the family playing together happily
they sang happily as the wizz around
a happy family,he thought as his child played with the rides
midnight came,they sat on the grass patch,looking up at the sky,dawn breaks
bright sunshine shown down at their face,and they were at earth no more...

Part 5 : Be with you

He looed at her,where are they?
white clouds circled them,they were back at the temple.
his wife was gone,
he accepted his fate
'may i...'
his wife answered him in a soft little tone
memories came flooding back to him,at the tower,where they first met,the bright lights...
the family of 3 sat down and played the child's instrument,the horn together
the couple became married

'marry me' he spoke
i know, i will always be with you together ( you together)
yet i know that i will always love you ( i love you too)
you,i will be together( be together)
i,him and you,we will be with you

his wife smile at him
look at him
mouthed at him
goodbye...

Part 6 : Fire

he send his child to safety and set a fire on the ring of the temple,
his child cried desperately for him to stop
but he knew everything was over,
he set up candles on the ground
lighted one by one,just like a circle,sat in the middle
earth begin to burn as he chanted...

flames,fire and fury - surround me
tell - me - what should- i do
can - we - get back -again?i -miss - you...( be to -ge -ther)

i - need you,
i - cant do without you
with - out - you,
i - will just die
save - me,enlighten - me,
bring me - back into, - back into - back - (to your life)

come back to me,
i will - go to you
for - our hearts
i - will come
ne -ver to die,ne -ver to end
this flame will burn,this - place - will - end.

candles burn in the moonlight as earth continued to burn,
everything was on flames,
the candles continued tio get ignited,finally the last,
the ring of fire collated,and exploded.everything was over...

the mouse

2010-04-09T23:14:00.004+08:00

are you telling me,only you have feelings?

the mouse

2010-04-09T23:14:00.001+08:00

k.m.w

2010-04-09T23:13:00.002+08:00

d.c.
p.b.x.
you know what you did too

yz and ivan

2010-04-09T23:12:00.004+08:00

you know what you did
for yz
a.b.
c.s.k
whatever
you know yourself

3 new people

2010-04-09T23:12:00.001+08:00

3 new people

rat

2010-03-19T21:39:00.002+08:00

only one person know who the rat is other than me
the person who say you nice to eat is really not me
i really did not do it
would you believe i will do that?
to send you that for no reason?
to send you when you in class?for others to know?
to even have the guts to message you that?
i really hope you dont think it is me
i really want to ask you again
but i dont dare to
what if you say it is?

kelvin teo wei kelvin

2010-03-19T21:26:00.002+08:00

did you bethray me?
i didnt know
you say you didnt
i hope you didnt
others say u did
what can i do?
when i hear that,
know how i felt?
'what did i do? did i do something make you angry or wad?why must you do this?'
ýou wan cash,i did spon you, you wan items, i did lend you,
not just maple,gunbound i also purposely let you win
if you really did,i really dont know why

you say you didnt
i have no evidence yes
but logic?i mean really
look at all those factors
what can i do?
and you change anyway

here it comes again,

kelvin, did you know what i really felt when i hear that?
look im nt really saying anything,just friends?
imagine being like,bethrayed?
not just by anyone
nt just anyone
maybe i have too much hope on you

now? here it comes again,

you say you never steal him?
are you sure?
not just him
look at other people
look la hor,all along is you start calling me all those things de,
i never do anything
is you now got him
den fan lian with me
den YOU make HIM bethray ME
double face

mice

2010-03-17T23:11:00.002+08:00

it was scared that it would lose him,
the fun - loving mouse
yes it dont want him to have any relationship with the person who bethray it
but seeing how others get to be so close with him
it can just die
it has reached the final stage
any moment now
it knew that it would die soon..

depression

2010-03-04T00:00:00.002+08:00

the mouse was very sad,extremely sad

it finally get to sit with the mouse after such a long wait,for once,and the chance was destroyed,not only that,the only class they were same,it was changed,there were now different classess too...

the mouse hid in the toilet and cry sadly,although it cant really give expressions,instead it bought many drinks

the mouse just wanted to ask the mouse for something..
'fuck la keep...'
the mouse was crushed,
it cant even cry out,but its heart was crying sadly...

it couldnt buy many drinks,it cant drink sweet things,the mouse is very sad...

points

2010-02-24T00:03:00.001+08:00

nervous about tmr,my 1st time doing this,updating 2nd song soon cos 3rd song is hurrying

hello again

2010-02-18T22:50:00.002+08:00

what you see may not be what you see

bad hamster and good hamster are the same person but the different soul

FUN LOVING MOUSE

2010-02-18T22:40:00.002+08:00

good hamster love the fun loving mouse,the fun loving mouse smile in triumph happily

anyway bad hamster took over good hamster,bad hamster wants to play and say LEE

Bad hamster n Good hamster

2010-02-18T21:39:00.002+08:00

Good hamster cry sadly
it says why did it not go to same class with him,
Now good hamster is depressed
good hamster feel like dying

Bad hamster says
why dont you just kill them?
since you are going to die,
how can you let them together?
why dont you have revenge first?

good hamsters says,because i dont kill

good hamster wish he will not go to school tomorow
good hamster says,even if it is feeling sad,it cant say out because got parents
good hamster waits to the next day to drink the milk

good hamster is dying soon
bad hamster says that it is time to exact revenge

song 1

2009-12-21T23:51:00.003+08:00

ok thats funny,i told the song to happy food,the only person who hear it now i delete his msn and the record vanished too,great

First Part : Three clarinets the serpents

The story starts with the clarinets,a mystical dreamy feel and slowly the title begin to form under a area of calm and clear water,the prologue starts and words appeared. It became dark and it started...

Second Part : Flashback, The clarinet played the melody while at the second part,Saxophones joined in and during the third part, trombones and euphonium came in to substitude the saxophones.

The story shows a war of a woman being hunted by several people, the woman used magic to defend herself and eventually teleported away

Third Part : Lights, short running notes by the clarinets are made in the thunderstorm for the raindrops effect,as it became heavier,more notes came in and it became faster and faster till daytime where it became combined into a 'squeak' The real parts starts here.

The woman walked towards a old building and entered it,she walked to the hall and went up onto the stage.A man suddenly walked towards him and they venture around the building and watch the scenery, Bright green lights, shimmering in the darkness, they went back to the stage and dance silently in the dark when suddenly the man bought her somewhere

1st light -> The man bought the woman up the spiral staircase

2nd light -> The man bought the woman under the stage and switched on the lights. Tiny holes in the stage show off rays of light down

3rd light -> The woman did a twirl happily on the bright stage as lights shown on her

4th light -> The woman continued to dance as it started to rain and thunder

They danced together again and again as lighting strikes a tree outside showing the bright flash of thunder, the rain grewed heavier and heavier until...Finally Daytime came and bright sunshine shone on the woman's young face and they started to mate

Fourth Part : Life, Saxophone solo by the woman to indicate the tragic of their life

The couple live happily together,They build a small home and lived there happily, however events came one after another, Floods, Hunters , earthquakes. There was a bounty for the woman and they had to leave each place eventually.. The woman was pregnant with her first child and the man took care of her as they moved through Earth,the Freezing cold in Artic, The Noisy house in the cities, The small huts in villages...Till they came to The Desert Where They encountered nastier dangers...

second chorous :

1st : they walked to the edge of a cliff and looked down

2nd : a large group of hunters gathered behind them,armed heavily with weapons

3rd : they turned to face the hunters and the screen turned to a church in the middle of nowhere .

Fifth Part : The three serpents - oboe,sopranos saxophone and piccolo thick smoke covered the air as the sky grew dark...

kill 1 : the woman begin to case spells on the hunters as they charged,their bodies were burst and their blood sucked dry

kill 2 : the man held a long sword and fight off as they fight for their life

kill 3 : a hunter aim a arrow at the man, the woman panicked and shielded the man

Sixth Part : Hope part 1,Many instruments are played here The couple teleported away and continue their journey as they venture into the wilderness..

Trumpet : the man shook the woman and squeaked softly at her...

Tuba : It started to rain as the man carried the woman through the jungle. The raindrops pelt them and wet their skins. Travelling in the cold, the couple wandered unhappily as they accept the fact that the woman would die of blood loss

Euphonium : As the raindrops rain down on the woman, she became sick and continue to bleed...

Trombone : The couple got upset at their state, walking aimlessly in the deep wilderness as the woman became pale and weak. Tiredness and hunger sets in.Not knowing what to do,they continued to walk...

Trumpet : The rain had stop and dawn was breaking...the couple looked up at the rising sun

Horn : Sunshine, Sunlight the couple looked and saw a church in front of them

Seventh Part : Hope part 2, The horn and the trumpet played together with the trumpet leading the horn

The man carried the woman inside to the altar and lay her there,as she sits there comfortably,they became engaged. the woman slowly dies peacefully as she thoughts of her time spent with the man. just before the story ends, the baby is borned.